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Thursday, January 31, 2008

recap #2

I. sleepless nights are horrible. at 8:30 i felt i hadn't been fully asleep because i was still tired. i had an awful dreams because of the awful thoughts that preceded my sleep.. i dunno, sometimes you just fall into a rut &kinda get down on yourself. &then the littlest things can get you down.. like a stupid guy who you don't even know, lol. i do this thing where i nit-pick every single detail about myself that i don't like till i drive myself up the wall.

II. i went up the gym today. i am now a proud member of 24 Hour fitness :3
going to the gym always gives me a sense of accomplishment &puts me in a good mood everytime. GOODBYE Tina the Talking Tummy! &hello, buns of steel, harr harr.

III. too bad i just ate a plate full of el pollo loco, Jalapeño Cheetos, &now thai food T_T
oh &on top of that.. i'm working tomorrow "/ grr. oh well, i need more practice since i'm gonna be on my own on saturday &without Val. oh god.. i'm gonna die. sooo tired.

i should be strong.. i'm not gonna eat the thai food. i'm just gonna take a shower &then go to bed. hmm, so how are you? tell me about your day..
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Beatsss said...

Thhhhhhhhhhhhhhats a lot of food....and werent you though one jsut saying i was "self deprecating".Seems like you just caught a case of the Keith Syndrome.....its a curable disease...all you need is friendly love and music.Why do you pick at yourself?is there something that your looking to change? (mostly likely you dont)

January 31, 2008 10:04 PM
Plain Jane, from down the lane.. said...

oh i'm always trying to better myself. but there's a difference in wanting to better yourself &just disliking yourself. i hardly ever fall into that kind of place and i'm not in it now but i'm not as fond of myself as i usually am.. if that makes any kind of sense to you.. but you're just as kooky as i am.. so i'm guessing you do <3

February 1, 2008 2:41 PM

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